Never come out in my mind I will do this again.. only to get what I really want in my life right now. I really want to have my own baby so something that I passed long time ago, I have to pass it again.. doing any doctor's control fro beginning... Usg, HSG, etc...
even I have to swept my tears all over again, especially when one of the doctor said it's impossible doing IVF 'cause the adenomyosis.. He said just like he want to tell me, pls do not wasting your time and your money doing something impossible to do.. ow sorry.. not just like he want to but he really said it frontal in front of nurse and young doctor to me.. so can you imagine what I felt at that time? still.. I tried to smile and act like its ok and fine to me..
So,
I did it, I did just now HSG for the second times in my life and through it again.. once again.
it quite painful but I through it before and never mind if I have to through it once again..
The result?
Wait when I see the doctor next week...
Ahoy...
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